Flights of fancy

Flights of fancy

I had a conversation with a friend. It didnt make any sense. She said something like she wants Love. I said somthing like just do your bit of living. she said she is an idealist. I said you might be an idiot. She said. I said. We are on the same boat. But the boat [...]

broken smile

broken smile

broken smile not because ive been pained broken smile not because ive been broken hearted broken smile not because my dreams are shattered broken smile all because of a chipped tooth…

THE ONE

THE ONE

How many masks to hide behind.Cold & isolated. Just look once. What are you hiding from.What are you fighting for.The Demons cannot haunt you.Then why the shields do you carry.Why the walls you build.Why create the very darkness you fearWhy the masks thenThe faceless oneDrop them allAnd find the one.

Thus Spake Shiva

Thus Spake Shiva

I dwell ever in AsceticismHow is it then that I am enchantedby Parvathi?

prayer for the departed

prayer for the departed

Oh lord of the dead may you watch over those who lie beneath may your wings help them fly and may their sins be washed away may they learn to love again and live in your eternal sea now and forever amen.

One moment

One moment

This thought arose multiplied into a bed of seeds giving birth to a universe of thoughts and each one of them multiplying into millions more A universe of universes out of this one thought and yet this was just one moment. A collosal testimony of the acts of suicide we commit every single moment drowning [...]

mother

mother

The ocean beholds her Magnificence for me, with her multi-lingual dialect she speaks to every rock she embraces the horizon and her waves calm every rage In her ever changing moments she manifests herself from a damsel to an angel, from a friend to a lover, from a stranger to a mother. every moment she [...]

To the God of Pain

To the God of Pain

Lonely under a million starsfriends with sanitya black heart crouching withincrucifying the momentto a cross of infinite painlife ceases from beingeyes cease from seeing Running in a wilderness of insanitysearching for the child of joyscreaming within, crying to the skiesThe gods of my ancestors have seen not,the devils born out of my daughters have felt [...]

The Last Day

The Last Day

Funny isn’t it Today i will be dead sitting in a dark room too scared to go out too anxious to stay in strangely even the lizard looks beautiful Memories pass by Some good, some bad Some beautiful, some ugly some make me cry, some make me laugh But it just doesn’t make sense tears [...]

Wall

Wall

Laughing at myself i stoodin front of a wall that was too highthe dream i had built uponlived no more than the goodness in my soul.

The State

The State

state of emergency how beautiful to be state of emergency is where i want to be

Sunny Daze

Sunny Daze

The great sun lay beside me In the heat of the moment i said ‘I loved her’ she knew not what to say never did I see her againlike I did that day.

the Street

the Street

Everybody looking at me as i walked down the street of no lamps I fell to the ground, hurting myself None cared to help, I lay there under the sky of no stars, I lay there on the street, just waiting for the pain to disappear I just lay there waiting for someone to help [...]

Sitting on a chair

Sitting on a chair

“Sitting on a chair just sitting on a chair the Sun rose towards me sitting on a chair Just sitting on a chair I saw it allSitiing on a chair Just sitting idle I was halfway between love & hate Hafway between Life & death halfway between the stars & me Sitting on a chair [...]

DREAMS

DREAMS

what are dreams oftheyre but bubbles in the consciousnesswaging a silent war to be realisedA smoke in the passing windchanging every moment taking new forms & shapesmerging into realityA diluted image of the grandeur & beauty.

DEAF POET

DEAF POET

I don’t want to win, I don’t want to losejust want to give birth to a feelingugly or beautiful, it’s whatver your eyes will see, joy without words,music without soundwarmth without gratificationlove with no boundaries Like it or dislike, sense or nonsense, what it is, it is, ears to my melody it will be, rebirth [...]

life or something like it

life or something like it

Born in a cruel worldthought life was a dream come trueif only she knew, child of an unknown father & an orphaned mothera mother who was fed to satisfy man’s needs,had to friend to call her own, had no family,knew no freedom or the beauty of a raindroplived away day after day, watching one by [...]

A prayer before Birth

A prayer before Birth

…and the soul asks for eyes filled with tears a heart filled with scars every step a little more painful every dream a nightmare what use of happiness that has seen not suffering? a light without feeling as a light without reflection O’ master of this soulchild rinse me in love tie me to freedom [...]

I was not born

I was not born

I was not born I don’t remember being born I was told that i was born I will not die I don’t remember being dead I was told that i will be dead I was not born I will not die I live I am living I wasnt told im living But i live I [...]

broken wings

broken wings

I walk the streetssilent at nightpain lights up the dark alleysi pass through every dreamyou sleep throughi confront every ghostthat haunts you

Alas what has come by

Alas what has come by

Alas what has come by the present, a shade none too close of the dreams of the past mediocrity seconds living away the breath so wasted, chewing into the mortality of this slave this slave of boredom & loneliness this slave of anger & bitterness in search of a friend, to undo the betrayals of [...]

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I had a conversation with a friend. It didnt make any sense.

She said something like she wants Love.

I said somthing like just do your bit of living.

she said she is an idealist.

I said you might be an idiot.

She said.

I said.

We are on the same boat.

But the boat goes nowhere.

But she pained, dont some reach the other shore?

But I say there is no shore, there is just the water. 

She hurts in the heart.

carrying the sorrow of the past.

I said throw the stone from your heart

in the river of life

and let it dissolve with the flow of time

She said.

I said.

What now? 

Nothing.